• + I am now indeed a member of the team


• - I wasn't eligible for the past month's gainsharing, apparently


• + I definitely don't need the money yet: I currently have almost a thousand dollars in my bank account, a hundred dollars in cash on me, and a payday coming this Friday.


• - The main reason I don't need money is that my awful relatives have given me in combination three hundred dollars for my birthday.


• + I'd still technically be okay financially without their help


• - If you consider "okay" to mean "in more than a thousand dollars worth of credit card debt."

Plans to spend time with rabs (Christine) tomorrow. That's cool. I don't know, though... maybe I just need some time to relax. I find work somehow stressful on a less-than-obvious level now. As if perhaps it's straining on me to be so effing cheerful all the time. Don't know. I'm getting snarky in my head at people more and more lately. I want a job I'd be happy to hold more than a couple months. I want some kind of challenge. Read: I want a degree, better experience and actual skill at interviews. Ha.

Really ought to phone up Rachel again, since it's October now. I think her lease is up end of the month. It would be rather cool if she were to move in with us. But we'd have to actually talk about it a bit more, I'd think. Or at least talk with her more than once a month. *sigh*
posted by Unknown at 10:38 PM