Right. So results are probably up by now... I don't know if I'm torturing myself or not. I stayed long enough to find out that I'm playing piccolo in the Titan, (Yay!) but an hour or so later they still hadn't posted other results, so I don't know if I'm in another ensemble. Dear freakin' word, I hope so. Can't deal with another semester in which I'm an orchestral accessory and I have no real job. Drives me wonko insane, I tell you. Funny how this is always uppermost in my mind, it seems. Aargh.

Totally made free and loose with my hard drive today... deleted six gigs of crap. I think I'll put off formatting until this weekend. Was thinking I'd have it done today, but was still arranging things and burning CDs until dinner, and wanted to find out about auditions (aargh) and was thinking I'd be sleeping earlier. Ha! Alarm is set for eight o' clock on my first day of classes this semester... we'll see if that works out. Meanwhile... haven't even printed myself out a schedule of what I'm doing tomorrow. Dipstick. Will have to do that soon.

Today Morde'an and I put up a curtain rod. No, not curtains. Just the rod. Who knew this would be so difficult? I miss everyone. Spent most of today just in the room and hanging out a bit with Morde'an. Finished a less-than-admirable fantasy novel--Dawn Song by Sharon Green. I swear I'd like her better if she only ever wrote one book. Although in effect that's what she's done. I've read perhaps as many as twelve of her books now, and they're all the damned same. Her concept of interpersonal relations is slightly precocious, but largely skewed. Sounds like me, but I know I don't have things down, so I'm not a writer.

I somehow expect ultimate integrity from people creating whole new worlds. Of course there are flaws. Writers are not gods. But.. somehow... I still want it to be entirely rational and well-planned.

Ahh! Thinking about ensembles again. I'm really hoping that being in one orchestra piece means that it would be in convenient to put me in Wind Symphony (the second ranked band) because it would conflict on Wednesdays. I'm hoping that I'm in Wind Ensemble and I'm actually having a damned part. *Sigh* Must stop thinking...

What am I taking tomorrow again? Hmm.... *wanders off in search of productive things to do and/or sleep*
posted by Unknown at 9:57 PM