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Monday, January 21, 2002
First whole day back at school. Involved much practicing, decent amounts of socialisation, and one rather large show of idiocy. I've cut my finger the day before auditions. Aargh. Wish me luck for tomorrow... I hope like heck I play well. Orchestra is apparently doing Mahler's first (the Titan) and Stravinsky's Firebird suite. What more could one want out of life? Definitely worried. Wish it didn't matter. Too frustrated to express what I'm feeling, damn me. Will be back to a more regular schedule now. Stupid finals, then break... *shrug* Saw Suz, Gina, Sarah, Aaron and a few other people again today. Was happy about that. Planning things already for the weekend. I hope I get to see Essena soon. I really have missed her. Cara, too. Didn't call my sister on her birthday. Only emailed her. I suck. Damn. Now every time I say that I suck I have a little part of my brain that talks back to me... rationalisation in the form of the voice of another person. Did I neglect to mention that I'm insane? Is it okay to think about things obsessively, or is that inherently wrong and unacceptable in all cases? Aaargh. Not like having a negative answer to that question would enable me to stop thinking about it. Still haven't caught up on things. Maybe after auditions. Have to get things back to normal. *sigh*
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