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Monday, November 05, 2001
Morde'an, Abigail and I went out to dinner today. It was so nice. I felt like an actual person again. I guess I'm at a point right now where the surrounding stress is so much that I can't see past it. And it isn't that I'm overly anxious about things which aren't of importance. These are things I should be thinking about, and really acting on. But I'm having difficulties. It feels so pointless at times to put in all this work and then realize it isn't going to quite do it anyhow. *sigh* Course selection tomorrow. I hope I get the courses I want. Please let this work out. *sigh* I need a break. And I don't deserve one. Darn. It's funny how people tell me that I'm doing things and I feel like I'm doing nothing. I tell people what projects, etc, I have going and they comment things about how they think they should be doing more. Gah. I'm getting *nothing* done. Or nothing important. No, that's still off base. The stuff that I'm getting done isn't important according to the rest of society. Only to me, if anyone. Damn it. I'm a music major. I'm spending time on music, and it's important to me if no one else.
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