Personality Disorder Test

This is me:
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

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So next time I rhetorically ask what's wrong with me, I have an answer. I think the results are slightly exaggerated because I'm feeling mildly morbid today, but I can't totally deny, I think. I think the only one that fits me *really* well is avoidant, but I find it amusing that one of the comments on schizotypal is "Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow," because heavens only knows how often that's been commented on to me. Ironically, one of the categories I think I exaggerated is histrionic, but the very fact that I exaggerated... Yeah, I'm amused. I know I was at least victim of it when I was younger. I used to try to play for sympathy by telling people about my parent's divorce.

One of the things about cries for attention... Even if what's actually being brought up on topic has little relevance (I was not really bothered by my parent's divorce because it never felt like they were really married and loving parents in the first place) the cry for help is still valid and shows that something is wrong. We talked about this in one of my education classes with regard to students who claimed they were being abused. Even if you don't find evidence of the situation they described, you should be on extra guard for other things, because not too many people make pleas for help without reason.

Yeah, well that was depressing. I think I have entirely too much a morbid sense of humour. Well, actually it's just that my humour extends over huge bounds. One of my biggest strengths is finding the humour in everything. Of course it disturbs some people. Eh. I also get funny looks for laughing at seemingly nothing. I don't bloody care. Honestly I need the stress relief and I have for a long time.

I am going to be in trouble come my next lesson... I am not getting in enough practice this week because I'm already playing three or four hours a day for other things. Theoretically I'm supposed to practice another two hours on top of that, but five or six hours of playing a day is *not* going to fly with me right now. Especially since in all my latest practice sessions I've proved that I really can't accomplish much when I'm too dead tired to concentrate. So I give up. Maybe I'll just go to bed early today. Not that I think it'll help. Weekend!! Come faster! With daylight savings and one extra hour! I *want* that extra hour. Can I have daylight savings month? Please?
posted by Unknown at 8:41 PM