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Friday, October 05, 2001
It's funny. Those who ought to be closest, who ought to support you most can often be the ones who end up hurting you. Those who have no obligations to you... It's a lot easier to see their efforts, because you don't expect them. Thank you. I guess I can see what I need to do, and hopefully I can just keep going and get through everything slowly. I know that I have a lot of people who stand with me. There are a lot of people who care about me, and I'm so amazed, and gratified. I feel like I end up repeating myself here rather frequently. I should probably tell the people in my life firsthand what I'm feeling, but it's somehow a bit harder. I guess it's somehow helpful to me to know what I'm feeling, to commemorate it... I already talked myself out rather a bit today in IRC. I think that was enough of a cathartic experience for any one week. Well, I guess I needed it. Tomorrrow's my day to sleep in. Unfortunately, that's only up until the point where I have to look all dolled up for our concert. I'll be happy to have that over with. This weekend I should really be spending almost exclusively on philosophy in preparation for my midterm on Wednesday. We'll see if that happens. Today Susan asked me what I'm doing for my birthday. Doing? You mean I'm supposed to do something? I really don't expect anything anymore. *shrug* My real birthday celebrations take place when I go to visit Jenna and Lisa over breaks. I'm just as happy with maybe a verbal greeting from anyone else. I need to talk to my sister. No, I don't think I can come to your bridal party the week before my final exams. No, I don't trust Mom's interpretation of the situation that you'll find this unforgiveable. Damn. Stay out of it, Mom. It's yet one more thing that isn't really your business. I suppose I'll have to go take care of banking issues and ID issues on Tuesday. I keep forgetting that weekends are unhelpful. Tomorrow I'll just play the concert, read philosophy, make pies and enjoy myself. I'm mostly fairly joyful of late. I'm damned if I'm letting anything take that from me just yet. G'night.
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