so return to normalcy. but not. tomorrow we will apparently be having a myth and symbol class devoted to the events of yesterday. somehow appropriate, since in that class i first heard what was happening. our professor came in at about nine thirty seven because she was trying to get the news before she came. half the class was planning on leaving because of the seven minutes. *sigh* but going back now and discussing. hmm. maybe closure of some sort.

talked to my father. seems like absolutely no one i know was directly affected. and there was plenty of opportunity for something to happen. i still don't believe. maybe i would if i had been more involved. i think, though, that the biggest change resulting from all this is just two days of talking to people and really appreciating it.

so much of my life now is just words, it seems. i'm getting more from just being with people, though. must spend less time online. if only there weren't so many people i want in my life who are only around online. spending time with carolyn outside on the grass was so much more worthwhile, but then some of the people i love most i just can't do that with. if it were as simple as going across campus to see jenna and lisa, then i think i'd be away from the computer a bit more.

still thinking a lot about what will happen after this year. i just want to live with people whom i love. i can deal with stupid jobs for a bit while i attempt to make myself more suitable for the job market. i just need people around me.

bless everyone. may all be well.
posted by Unknown at 9:17 PM