my entire social life consists of me talking to people in different places. it's somehow more interesting fundamentally if i talk to you in the coffee shop or in a room across campus or in a hallway in a deserted building... i don't know. today, though, was rampant whinging day for me, and campus-wide dating and sexual frustration day, apparently. which was.... interesting. i think i've caught the vibe to some extent just due to exposure. great, that's what i really need--now i can be angsty again. like this is really what i want to be thinking about?

so i finally get to have a nice sit down conversation with morde'an and abigail about life in general today. lots of important topics, and it all gets somewhat frustrated due to abigail's exhaustion. so i sat and talked to morde'an who was braiding her hair in an unusual manner while abigail slept. morde'an's going to get sick of me soon, i expect, since she's been getting any philosophical whatever, plus ranting, plus complaining of late. although she still claims it isn't bad. we'll see... mwa ha ha.

it was great to get to see carolyn today as it seems i can't ever catch her anymore. it was amusing to see how the three of us managed to appear drunk without the slightest reason behind it. we ended up having to trek across campus a couple times because morde'an hadn't thought she'd need her suny card. silly rules about signing people in...

we walked past all the dorms at about twelve thirty or so when the first, wimpy drunkards were returning to their rooms. come on, if you're going to be drinking and whatnot, why bother if you have to leave at twelve thirty? i'm sure the people you wanted to impress are mocking you now regardless.

anyhow, the three of us probably appeared more drunk than anyone else since we were looking relatively uncoordinated and morde'an was singing three sharp-toothed buzzards in an attempt to get a song out of her head, while i started singing girl scout songs as a counterpoint. both of us sounded like remarkably poor singers, but then again we were also quite in tune since we've both had extensive musical training. i guess if anyone was paying attention, the fact that we both sang in tune in different meters, tempos and keys would prolly indicate we were too with it to actually be drunk. meanwhile carolyn is threatening to pretend she doesn't know us and the drunks are yelling at *us* to shut up. now there's an accomplishment.

every once in a while i just pick up this ability to be completely spontaneous and unfettered... so i randomly told carolyn that she really smelled excellent. i think it came out sounding even more odd than that, though. this led to her allowing me to sample her perfume. victoria secret's line. entitled "love spell." *snerk* this stuff smells so good that i was inhaling my wrist the rest of the night. finally culminated in carolyn taking mercy on me and giving me a bottle of shower gel with this scent. i've informed her she is to be a major deity in my pantheon if i ever really figure one out. i wonder if i'll really use this, though, considering i've never found gels and special soaps and even perfumes to be much worth my time. on the other hand, even if it just sits on my desk and i breathe it in on occasion i feel i'm getting something out of it. damn, it's good.

meanwhile, this isn't that late at night, but by quarter of three i had already fallen asleep on carolyn's floor briefly. dunno why i used to be able to do these hours and i can't seem to here and now. maybe because i haven't slept more than about six hours in something like a week and a half. i'm not good with accumulated lack of sleep.

i should definitely sleep now, though... i need it. return to normalcy perhaps imminent. umm. well, no, not that, i guess. some vague parody thereof, perhaps. g'night.
posted by Unknown at 1:05 AM