well so i'm home again, and i'm tired as all heck now. i had maybe two or two and a half hours last night on the plane. when you get back and the sun has been up for four hours it's rather hard to just go to bed. so i stayed up. now i'm dead tired and i'm hallucinating. bad sign.

i'm even losing track of what i just thought less than a second ago. this is fun, actually. whenever i don't sleep i'm always highly amused by what my mind begins to do. it's usually something fun and fuzzy which refuses to stay still. like the time i took the practice sat 2 for chem... i could work out all the problems just fine. concentration wasn't an issue. the problem came when i tried to put down the answers only to find that the letters and numbers were moving diagonally across the page. they wouldn't pause long enough for me to follow the line up of answer to letter.

i really enjoy the bizarre effects of lack of sleep. well, until the next day. so keeping that in mind i'm going to actually go to bed in a few minutes. first, though, i do want to say that everything is just working out right now. and that just really weirds me out. i tend to have very good luck when push comes to shove, but only with things of importance. things that i'd only *like* to be working out are going flawlessly right now. this is way more than i ever ask for.

in any case, it's late and my eyes is watering freely. and i'm rambling. more than usual. or with even less clarity than usual. if anyone ever actually tried to get to know me from this blog they could well think i was an utter dipstick considering how decidedly *not together* i am while writing this, usually. lack of sleep is my friend. :) yeah, i think it's time to kick it. g'night.
posted by Unknown at 10:28 PM