spent a lot of time in irc today. we've been talking about music for the past hour. it's so great. first talking about composers we like... stravinsky, bach, bartok, dvorak, saint saens, copland... *sigh* brought up so many *Good* pieces. kindertotenlieder, infernal dance of king katschei, dvorak's ninth, tchaik five... ye gods. i miss this stuff so much.
from there we went on to actually playing. in ensembles and things. *sigh* this was so nice, because i now remember why i love music so much. talking about things we went through in ensembles. oh, there are no words to describe. it's pure rapture. being in the middle of an orchestra making music... ooh. *shudder* it's so good.
this all makes me really miss school, but also makes me realize how much i appreciate it, and why i go through all the ridiculous amounts of work. it's worth it. ooh. i'd better be able to find an orchestra to play in when i'm out of school. i can't not play. it would get to me way too quickly. being out for two months has proven too much for me.
it's such a wonderful thing to really have something you love doing. i can't begin to put into words my feelings. and thank heavens for that, because if i could, we'd never shut me up.
i'm way too addicted to irc. but it's the people. genarti, smurple and i just had a whole insane fest. *grin*

GENARTI IS WICKED PEOPLE!
SANDRY IS ONE OF THE COOLEST PURPLE EARTH ROCKS HUMANLY POSSIBLE
COOL ROCKS IS naturally COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF DEEEEEAD.

we started out with a mini ego fest that just came out of nowhere, but then we started to cut and paste other people's compliments. *snerk* WICKED ASS ROCKS IS COOLER THAN SEXY.
i am in such a good mood. wow. reminiscing over the beauty of music, and just kicking back and making a fool of myself. what better way to spend time with people? but i'm not actually seeing them. *sigh* give me until august... at brunchmeet... that one day will be so nice i'll just have to remember it for months. okay, i'm putting too much pressure. it'll be fun. doesn't have to be the summit of life as we know it. =Þ
in any case... things aren't really going any better in life. debi's not doing well, job and life are fairly boring. it just doesn't bother me. so long as i don't dwell on these things, i'm really happy. i'm so happy that i'm going to go sleep and dream more odd dreams. last night was another weird one. wish i had written it down. *sigh* i never remember. oh well. we'll try again, i think. g'night!
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