i finally get a break from work. and i finally have money. and i've just stayed up until six something am for no good reason. i think because i haven't felt like i've had free time up until now and i just had to use it all. plus i've been up until four thirty or five fairly consistently of late, so an extra hour is not much. only one problem with this schedule... when i get back to new york five am will equal seven am. that's going to be an issue, eh?

spoke to anna and kathryn today, albeit briefly. makes me wish i were back home so that i could see them. *sigh* instead i'm in a basement with frightening detritus of whatever legend has most recently dismembered. i'm hoping that what's on the floor right now is pantyhose, because if not i have not the foggiest notion and this stuff is plain out scary.

i feel like i spent frivolously today. i had to spend twenty five dollars to even be able to cash my check. *sigh* stupid k mart says they cash checks on fridays and saturdays, but they lie. it's only every other friday and saturday. bleh. so i went to the grocery and in order to cash it there i needed to spend ten percent in the store. which is a lot, really. so now i have twenty seven dollars worth of frozen vegetables, cheese and rice. *rolls eyes* bloody useful, that, but i had to shop in less than five minutes in order to catch the bus.

in any case, the issue here is that i really want to buy a phone card and actually talk to people. like kat before she goes back to miami. but i don't feel like i can afford it. plus if i wait a bit longer i can probably just use mom's phone and get away without paying. mm. dilemma. bleh.

i'm almost done... almost gone... and i haven't done anything. i think it's beginning to get to me a bit. i don't even see debi except after i get back from work exhausted and then she still wants me to get her things. argh. i don't mind helping her, but when i've just gotten off work i generally have to stop myself from getting out a cleaver and chopping my feet off, so running around and getting things for debs isn't highly appreciated. darn i really want a desk job.

in any case, i had better make this short because i'm at the point where my eyes are actually unfocussing fairly frequently and just seeing a blur of light instead of words. i like the feeling, actually, but i suspect it can't be a good thing. very tired today due to about four hours sleep last night. i thought i was going to fall asleep on the bus and end up not getting off at my stop. would have amused me, actually. my head just kept falling onto my shoulder. i like that feeling of tiredness. that's sick, isn't it?

anyhow, getting close to that again now. g'night.
posted by Unknown at 5:28 AM